feeling

384_Feeling

The rain has started and little sleep will be had tonight, less that the two previous. I am now thinking it best to call Sevgilim before leaving Istanbul because i have a feeling that she maybe on holiday. GOD’s will be done, whatever happens i will use to serve him. https://sites.google.com/site/archetypealgorithm/ https://archetypealgorithm.earth/

dreams

383_Dreams

My dreams have returned now that it has been two days without tea. As i toss and turn i remember only small bits. I will work on keeping them on my mind’s eye before moving to the side that is not numb from my bed of two and a half pullman seats. I have had

haste

382_Haste

In my attempt to shorten my journey back to Sevgilim, i was unsuccessful. So now instead of taking the ferry from Rodos to Marmaris, I will continue to Athens and take the land route to Istanbul. For in my attempt to hurry, i would have spent much more money. As they say, haste makes waste.

reasons

381_Reasons

I am returning to Sevgilim for two reasons. One, what is she desiring to do after graduation and two carnal desire? For the second, i wish to be safe and take responsibility. I will see if she will use protection or abstain or play with a loaded gun. If we abstain i am unsure how

preoccupy

380_Preoccupy

I am on board the ship now. The crew has said that the boats are now running from Rodos to Marmaris daily so that shall be my path instead of taking the long way to Ankara. This should take a day off my travel and bypass the main land of Greece. Many beautiful, or rather

depart

379_Depart

I remember telling Mowad there was a whole nation waiting on me. A whole nation that i still do not care to talk with at present. People from the states arrive, i hear them speak and i excuse myself of course. I have been a traveler and had that thought pattern and have moved on

possibilities

378_Possibilities

In retrospect, hindsight being 15-20, my service was to go to one man in his darkest hour and teach him of GOD and responsibility in all ways of life. For almost two full days i was with him. His blindness was healed for the last few days he had been telling me what he sees/saw.