02-15-98

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The ending of my first book: The boy child briskly walks toward his father, trying to catch up to him. His father does not know he is following and unknowingly is leading his child into the hands of death. Work was hell last week and will be for the next few weeks to come. The

02-02-98

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This life holds nothing for me. I took off work Friday and went sailing then took Bach to Peter and Delilah’s house. Saturday Peter and I went sailing, Sunday I went to Seth’s birthday party, he just turned seven, and had lunch with my Grandparents, mom and Wayne. I still do not know what I

01-25-98

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Tomorrow starts the change, I am going to put the home gym together today and start working out tomorrow. I will stop lying, and eat right or should I say better. The main thing that I need to start is running and quit doing is stuffing myself. It is Super Bowl Sunday. I was to

01-21-98

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This pen does not write as fluid as the fountain pen. I have used the word fluid thrice today. Twenty-one days into the New Year and at this point in time I am getting ready to start exercising. I have ordered an apparatus that I have been meaning to get for some time now. With

01-11-98

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Ah, the first writing of the New Year. I am still apart from Harem10. She came by last night to ask for the first-class trip money and to give me a coupon for glasses which I got Friday. They cost me two hundred sixty-seven dollars for things to put on my face. I still am

12-31-97

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This morning I woke up, took a shower, got dressed for work, walked Bachuas and on my way to my vehicle stopped by and broke up with Harem10. I had my doubts that I should not do it but then ten forty-three a.m. came around. Either I am not ready or she is not the

11-29-97

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I finished the remaining task on Job’s boat today; that was the wiring of the lights. For the bow lights, I bought a portable one. I have been spending a good bit of time with Harem10 who moved into the condos, just two doors down. I kissed her for the first time a couple of

11-04-97

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Distant things of the past; childhood. I have been trying to figure out who I was when the ages where young, less than nineteen. I slowly seem to be coming around to understanding my sisters. I am on the verge of tears thinking of it now. No one will be able to be close to

10-05-97

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It is almost two months to the day of my 26th birthday. Today I came to the realization; there is a frog hopping across my porch, but that is not it. The realization is that I am a bastard. I think my childhood has had a great impact on my mind. This weekend was enjoyable

08-18-97

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All is good and nothing really to complain about; except maybe the fact I do not have a woman. I do think that the situation may be for the best though. I am over Harem3 and went out with Harem9 a few times; man, she is a gorgeous girl. I asked out Harem11, Harem6’s friend,