Fear is creeping around inside of me. Like the fear I had of quitting my job, the fear of getting rid of my dog, fear of leaving my grandparent’s comfortable home, fear of getting rid of my possessions, fear of leaving my vehicle and heading west, and fear of getting on this ship. It is driving me to not wanting to walk to London and yet standing on the deck of the ship last night, traveling down the Elbe River, I knew as I looked at the houses with their lights and other luxuries and comforts and knowing the truth about being in the world, that this must be done to find peace.
Love one another and renounce all things worldly. Judge not so you will not be judged and condemn not so you shall not be condemned. I pray for strength in my heart and in my steps, for I have traveled three quarters across the world to be homeless and find peace that comes from knowing as fully as possible of the Father.
