I am continually showered by an overabundance of blessings. There are some that i do see but there are countless that i do not. And yet it is just now that my understanding is drawn to knowledge, that i was more of a useful tool to the spirit and had seemingly a more positive impact around me, when i was in the pursuit of my spiritual development rather than having the desire to “help” those develop spiritually around me. And so here again i have found the way back on to the path, after i had gone off wondering. Only to realize that while i was gone, i was learning something of myself.
If you know not yourself you dwell in poverty and you yourself are that poverty. And so now i see that path leading back to the way that most have traveled and i am getting back on that path and to the fulfillment of a developed spiritual being i am to be.