A month into the New Year and I am still thinking of Harem4. I have been gambling with the partaking of my favorite tea; I must limit my intake. I still have not started back to the gym; I do need to stay after work, it is a good stress reliever and better for me than coming home and eating and drinking.
I have begun my transformation back today. I awoke this morning and went to the barber, Foley. He was in much better shape when I saw him last although he can no longer cut hair. So after an hour and not knowing the best course of action, I stopped him, wrote a check and left the place with the clippers still in his hands. Then I went to the barbershop down the road and walked in with hesitation, because of the partial haircut and to go to another barber after that last encounter. Upon entering I saw a man and upon turning the corner a lady doing her nails. Needless to say, I walked out giving her my last one hundred dollars and she thinking that I was a bank robber. Then I started worrying about the cops and if I am going to be able to buy a few needless items. I have food, what more could I need?
“There will be no sign given to this generation”, written by Ezekiel the prophet.
Money leads to greed and glutinous behavior because we fear of what will happen when we get old. We will die, but I still should not worry about that at all.
I will pick up more at work by exercise and start eating before lunch, get those projects out of the way and in March talk with Bec about not taking an increase in salary but being able to work from home at least one day a week. Work?! I worry entirely too much, for I have commended my life to my Lord.