The Experiment Begins
Beginning of Summer Solstice
My God what a wonderful life but I am unsure if I am supposed to enjoy it. To see God in everything and to feel him all around as though I am standing being surrounded by his breath. I have taken some time off work as of late. The second day, first full day off, the Cable Company got my note and that day my cable came off. Since then, I have rearranged the condo, got things off my chest to my mother, bonded with my sisters, slept with a very old girlfriend. She, the old girlfriend, had called off her wedding and came over drunk after talking with a mutual friend and Harem3. I had another shot with a girl from Australia when in Destin with the guys I had gone to school with. Sophie was her name; as of now I can say she was the kindest, best looking, foreign, atheist that I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. I have also hit on a girl that lives across the street named Kim and although I have not talked to her in detail, she is making me think of a life together with her.
I have started working on my book and drawing. I see and feel others anger and passion about critical subjects but their attempts fall on deaf ears. It is up to the individual; not those who have hands others than their own in their pockets. This is the mental state we must come around to. What can I do, how should I live? I can do more!
I hope work can be handled. I do think it will be better with Be handling the whole Caremaster product and disperse the workload. Maybe I will be able to take a breath.