Realizing that if i had never read the book on the antichrist, i would have walked to Jerusalem and become him. Praise be to GOD for the sight he has given me.
Contemplation becomes realization in the knowledge that having been willing to sacrifice all for that of my Father, a willing and able servant must also willingly sacrifice all in service to his fellow man. It is a difficult struggle, this removal of self, the renouncing of the soul for control from the spirit. All must be surrendered to, in the pursuit of love, control, the soulful need for control must be overcome in its desire (selfish desire). To think it knows best and therefore wills to control nature, animals, friends, family and even children. Guidance is given through the actions of the life lived and if the choice of an individual is made to change then the individual chooses or they do not. Choice in any form, destruction or not, must not be taken away. We are not to resist evil but we are to overcome it by giving it; the people that create it, love no matter what it is that shall be done in this world, the material, that which is corruptible, that which is not the spirit, that which is not of GOD.
How is freedom found? Freedom is found by no longer searching for it as personal but to surrender to that which is not selfish. For GOD is a giver and not a controller. He is a spirit and those that serve him must serve him in spirit and strive to not control but to give in abundance like the GIVER of the spirit. I never would have freed mankind from my willful control were it not for GODs blessing in the form of Sevgilim.
These hermits and monks that hide away and pray for the sins of mankind pray in selfishness. Detachment is not love, being among them, yet allowing them their freedom of any choice is. We must pray for the salvation of their souls among them, for if praying alone upon mountain tops or behind stone walls will be of good for man; would not the savior-christ have been less seen?