My greatest task is to remove all thought from my mind that she will not be the person i hope and she says, but i must love her fully without building up the mental walls that i left in Akko. Soon, hopefully this cold weather will leave and i will be comfortable enough to start taking walks around the city and discover the life of its people. It would be nice to have some tea as i sit around in this place, but i cannot afford buy any. I also may start taking off the crumbling plaster on the terrace wall with some simple tools that i found today.
I also have a concern with Sevgilim as i did with Mowad. The para she borrowed is not for expenses but ‘living money’, books, cloths and so on. We had a talk last night about technology which we have a fark of opinion, and GOD, we again had a fark of opinion. She holds the same views as Mowad and most other people. They all shall remain blind until they unburden themselves with all these preoccupations.
The sun is getting ready to set and i suppose i am too.