How has God not blessed me? My dreams are becoming a reality. I see the way i want the world to be and it is. So, with my act of will becoming manifest into this world, it is utmost and imperative that i come to know love and be a selfless-servant to my eternal unbegotten Father. Foremost Sevgilim must know that for my grandfather, his ending shall be my priority. I told her that it is a simple life that I have to offer. I think that she is just fine with having someone who loves her. Just as it is all i care for; in need of my Father’s.