I desire you Father to fillith my cup. For when you give, we find that we are swimming in an ocean of which we are filling our cups. Many cover their cups so that such a gift will not become dirty and so they put it upon a mantel. In covering the lid, they walk through the desert denying anyone to fill their cup. For it is a wave of unknown that we see coming with a receding tide. We are fearful not only of the unknown but also more that, there are many who are still unknown in their self-judgment Like myself, i am still unsure if i am a good person or not. I have heard both but side with the ones who say that i am selfish. My inner truth is what now, that i know i have all my answers? Am i a good person, then what is my definition of good, ‘for no one is good but my Father.’ I was rushing toward a perceived barrier with as much force as i can muster, now i am realizing that arriving is enough unto the day, the more patience I have the more i have time to see my Father in all things. So here i am running toward this point of becoming and yet must i go to be what i am to become? Destiny can be not chosen. That is if you see destiny as a place in events unto which you are ordained to be by some God yet as this destiny becomes clearer there is another life that is now able to be visualized. This life, is the life of man being in mankind and in his limited existence, in the world and cosmos that we know is death and that all things here die. It is living the life that has realized this and in knowing the reality of presence. So, he runs not to transcend the world and cosmos but remains and lives to bring the kingdom of GOD that is the kingdom ruled by absolute love which is where all are christ for all actions are illuminated in the knowledge/wisdom of love. He spreads himself, not thin but thickly on all that is around him and gives all.