I could wreak havoc upon the world today. Yesterday was filled with peaceful blessings as free food from the fortified children, wonderful talks, and on and on. Then today Mowad asked me again for 300 scheckles. I gave it to him with also words to him of serving that God and yet when i do, i realize i am talking to myself. The day is present, a question is, are you? My mind has been roaring since early this morning and it shows in the day.