I ate what felt like much, for breakfast this morning so, after I went for a walk to the city market in order to look around for what I was thinking of buying for my trip to Israel. I had a list of ten items and when I returned it was a list of five to four. Many things were items I wanted but did not need. On my walk i finally sent the letter I promised to Mehmet, my friend from the train ride through Romania and Bulgaria.
My mind used to race day and night from work, now it races from my thoughts and contemplations upon spiritual matters. As such occurrences use to aggravate me in the past, they no longer anger me now, for this concerns my life while the other only helped to maintain a luxurious material existence. One reason for my internal conflict was that my thought processes were, for the majority, dedicated to preoccupations of the desires of the primitive mind, while the few thoughts i could dedicate to my spiritual life were demanding more. I, at the time of my internal conflict was unwilling to give it more. As i found out, ‘the truth shall set you free’, so when the truth was told it did set me free from all the un-needed self and exterior imposed responsibilities.