I will not say I no longer care for the world but i will say that I am no longer concerned. Serving on the HOA is making me see how the majority only care about what they like and what benefits them. They are not concerned for working toward an efficient and productive life. I have to push to provide a solution to a problem and even after I prove it, I have to push and prove it again to the same people time and time again. I don’t know what changes for them from one week or even day to the next. Only that they did not agree with it the first time so they will continue not to agree with it. They don’t care so they don’t listen? I’ll ask around… I’ll ask them.
Of course, everyone is not like this but simply looking around yields that, for mankind, this is the defacto standard.
The mass complains but they do not bring change. They are unable to deviate from the program that has been executed within them.
I am however deviating. I am at the point of not being even remotely concerned with what use to concern me. My concern now is to simply create the kingdom of heaven for Sevgilim.
The question begs to be asked., what is the kingdom of heaven?
Let’s start with what it was when I was religious. It was a place that existed beyond this 🌎. It was a place unto which I would arrive after 💀. It was a place of sparkling streams, streets made of gold and buildings of pearl. Where the ☀️ always shown and where one was always happy because you were in a kingdom, under the control of GOD.
Now let’s define it from the point of when I labeled myself as spiritual.