It is also interesting that before i was performing a mantra of “we are all equal and we all have equal abilities; I am better than no one and no one is better than me.” Yet now my mind is to seeing how some people remain in an animalized mankind and just as you herd cattle or domesticate a dog all must be trained to live to allow for habitation in a common area. Otherwise, we should not live among animals and not allow animals to live among us. But this can be done in the most positive enforcement way possible, negative enforcement should be last.
I am at a path once again that leads in two directions. One would begin by letting my concern go of mankind. Which in any from should be let go of for even if willfully engaged in a pursuit it is not wise to wait to see fruit from your actions. Yet, at this point that is exactly what i must do for, as once i used to say and sometimes still think, you are responsible for your own evolution and you make that your entire purpose all things will be provided for and better care taken of them than one ever could have hoped to have been. The second path is one of being still concerned for mankind. That willful project that i think i know enough about. For at once i was of the mindset that one is to follow the spirit w/o care of certain things – not what to eat, not what to wear, to worry not about where you will sleep for all these things will be provided unto you.
Yet India showed me what worrying not about those things are w/o making the kingdom of heaven your main/only concern. That is what was missing, that was what is missing. There are still many great yogis in India but they are even, in this day, as in ancient times, rarely sought out, but Yudhishthira was the greatest example of both of these things working the best they could as one. Rarely sought out. Meaning that we are to be engaged in the world and not aesthetics away from one another. That being said, it does not imply the necessary times of solitude, but go and return.