I did well today with my eating, much better than last night at the party. The food still tastes good, even in small portions. Tonight, I shall try to hold a vigil in order to issue in the beginning of the twenty-ninth year of my earthly existence. By the end of the twenty-eight year, all earthly relations and material possessions have been left behind in order that I may attain the greater will and direction in life, to die to that which is physical and visible and to become resurrected into that of the spirit. To bend my will to become the Father of the Spirit’s will in my life, for I am nothing more than a servant. My task as a servant is to give glory to the Father by Him, showing Himself through me. This task will take me to becoming the embodiment of the next phase in the evolution of man, not the next physical evolution of animals but the spiritual evolution into which it shall be showing in all its glory as to what we have been given through our divinity. With the arrival of the spiritual evolution, it will show how unneeded, damaging and hindering the preoccupations of this world are to mankind. It will show that there is no need for technology, industry, organized religion, nationality, boarders, governments, authority or possessions. All these things were formed in order to subvert us from our spirituality. They have made us close our eyes and hearts with fear in order that we may conform and become as sheep while we are led to the sacrificial alters in order to give praise and worship to those who desire to control this world by keeping us in the dark about our majestic nature. If it is not pride in wealth and possessions, if it is not pride in nationality, if it is not pride in heritage, if it is not pride in religion, then it is pride in race. All these preoccupations keep us in fear, that cause us to maintain the deficiency of self-sacrificing love that lies within those of us who contain the immortal spirit, that comes from Him who is ineffable, inconceivable, incorruptible, invisible, and who gives love and blessings to everyone and everything alike, without discernment or being biased nor in a capricious manner. He has no need to make one suffer for their iniquities, or plagues and disease, oppression of orphans, to cause drought and famine; these are the things that the creator of this world uses for his desire to have worship from that which contains the likeness of the one he envies in his vanity. He contains a deficiency, so that which he created and controls contains a deficiency and the deficiency leads to decay which leads unto death, but the spirit that comes from the unbegotten Father is eternal and immortal and those that know the Father through the spirit have nothing to do with that which is not eternal.