The spiritual quest now has a destination, which like the last is only a starting point. This time I have been lead to India and this time Sevgelim is accompanying me. As last time there was a good job which must be left. Oh how we cling to such bondage that keeps us from serving the spirit.
Today I told them, I needed time off. I was also unsure on how to approach the subject, as the company, like all others has been good about working with me. So, I gave way the words that needed to be spoken to the spirit and the spirit guided my tongue. Now they are deciding what to do but in truth it was nice to finally tell. Now with the words of the spirit generating action, that which is meant to come about for the best of the situation shall.
I wait.
I did not wait long for the answer to my job position. I was called down to the V.P. Office to have a talk. I still had not said anything for the reason for my leaving. He asked if it was family related and I said yes. But then was I being deceptive? Knowing what he termed family and how my definition was on somewhat of a broader scale. This lack of information I was giving to them was not feeling correct.
As I took lunch, I went to walk around the track. As soon as I started, I “began” to think if I should tell the reason for my departure. So, my thought began, “If I see a” which my next words were going to be “a red car in this lot”. But as that thought was created and finishing, my eyes beheld a read car in the lot. And so, I let myself be unsure of that one. Then I said, “If I see a blue jay before I finish walking, I will tell them.” I did not see one but not from trying hard to not find one.
So, I saw a read car but not the blue-jay. Yet for the red car, is it not that the spirit self knew the question to be asked and geared it with the answer already in place? Is it not that we should not doubt ourselves? So, then I pulled out the fate coin. Heads, the read car was the answer and I should not dismiss it. I flipped, tails. Ok, heads, the blue-jay I did not see is the answer. Tails. Heads, the red car “was not” meant to be the answer…. heads. Heads, the blue-jay is not the answer…heads.
It came back to me as before with what I was taught by 222, when I created it by my own hands. For this is the next step in the evolutionary process. For the one who finds themselves as an evolved spiritual being knows what must be done and no longer remains as a slave and servant, having to seek constant guidance on what is the right or wrong thing that must be done.
Am I doing what is right in not telling them their understanding of my reason is wrong? If they inquire again, I will tell them. For it is my concern to do what is right and must need be done and worry not about secular securities.