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The beginning of the third day of the fast. I awoke this morning from a dream. A dream of being in a car, driven by a handicap who was at the same time indulging in drug consumption, making his driving careless and uncontrolled. So, i bade him stop and i got out. I began walking down a road that was lined with trees and flat screen televisions, about one every hundred feet. I was desiring a ride, so thinking the televisions were monitors, i took hold of one and shook it. Then from behind me, someone i knew called me and gave me understanding that the shaking of the monitors brings prostitutes, for it is how they are called. She bade me to sit and watch and so i did and so i saw them approach looking for the shaker.
So now the day will be spent in the task of understanding this subconscious relation. While the night just before, i fell into the sub-consciousness state and i was filled with thoughts of what changes need to be made in the areas of education, political, prisons, military, environment and the wholeness of the humanitarian process. My last thought before losing consciousness was the question of involvement and that i am not to be concerned with such worldly issues, and only spiritual ones and these other things shall take care of themselves.
So, it is unwise to be a passenger of those who have not developed into wholeness of the spirit and of those who still indulge in the pleasures of the world for sense gratification. For their way is dangerous to themselves and others. But you must remain satisfied upon the process of your own two feet and the speed that they take you. For if it is when you ask of help from the world, what benefits and help you are wanting to receive is not the world wanting to give. For it gives of itself and what it has to give is of not true benefit to you. – And so is the meaning of the dream.
I move forward on this day of physical birth, feeling revived, strong. Mentally, emotionally, physically and spirituality. Things are changing must faster than i had thought that they would. Yet lightening is not slow in shedding its light after it strikes.