I will not choose the path that i have already declined, i will not chose the path declined by CHRIST. Sevgilim has told me that if i am to be a prophet then she would wish for me to leave her now. Yet what is this urge that drives and pulls me toward orations, leadership and things as such? I located my natal chart and in this time of passing through the great arch and Mars in the age of Aquarius, it pointed me to my current predisposition…
You will use your aggressiveness in a social battle of freedom, or independence or adventure, but always linked to society. You will move toward adventure, independence, changes, disturbances, upsets. Your opinions are usually inventive and original, but sometimes they are merely eccentric and offbeat. You are altruistic. You will work hard for the attainment of group goals, as long as they meet your high standards. You tend to resent traditional authority figures because you think that your ideas are better thought out and more valuable than theirs. Very Idealistic, you are a rebel “with” a cause.
And yet, i still understand that it is patience, eternal patience that must be given into. For when the spirit directs, it is clear. Much of the current electronic anesthesia must be removed as before. The first step is personal freedom, from worldly debt then the next steps in freedom can be focused upon. For now, there is more than myself and what servant would i be if in my haste, i quickly re-ascended and left what i had descended to gather, behind? For i am not here for the many but the one.
First and foremost, this antiquated, inferior idea of freedom must be removed and replaced with a more universal understanding.