I have gone and returned from Turkey. Sevgilim has returned with me. It is a far reach now to return to a simplistic environment. The only thing important is the giving of self, not taking offense so that you respond in harshness. I see now that the cleansing has begun, as the polarity in which people are polarized demands. Yet I continue to fight against even this.
As was told, “Keepfightingtheenemysolongasthereislife”. My time in the wilderness lead me to know that i know all i need to know. For it is the knowledge of CHRIST. GIVE MORE IN “LOVE”.
LOVE – the word no longer looks to be what is should… words no longer look to be what they should… they are losing all meaning…
I miss what i am to miss. I see what i am to see. Nothing has begun that cannot be started over.
It is the words of Mother Teresa in which i see light, in my aversion to assume power. For she said that GOD is humble and he chooses the weakest to do his work. And yet as i am so easily capable of receiving/taking/accepting, it will say something about those who have much power in the world but do not wield it to their own accord. Once again, a path in the world is being cleared before me, the task now is whether i once again choose the life that i have once declined.