Much has happened in the past ten days. I have turned over the lab project to the LIS group in order for me to have time to work on the hospital wide disparate system integration plan, agenda, and testing procedures. I worked through the night Tuesday reorganizing the lab database. Wednesday, I meet with hospital lawyers. Thursday, I disclosed my greatest secret about my degree and about the abortion. I made the differences in my and my sister’s lifestyle and goals known to her. Friday I was placed on administration leave and took everyone at work out to lunch. Saturday, I went to a wedding party with Harem4. Sunday Job, Charity and crew stopped by after a weekend of sailing. Today I worked out, talked with friends, took them to lunch and read the bible all day long.
Everything that was ever being held secret is exposed and the fruit of my life is bearing its consequences upon me. The Lord is known to have said that the kingdom of God would not come visually but that it is already here and it is inside of you. I am being judged to see what my fruit will bare? May God have mercy upon me and in the time that I have left, may it be enough for me to repay the evil for good. I shall be freed from much with very little. God is gracious and good and blessed be his son Jesus Christ.