I was awoken early this cold, drizzly, Christmas morning being paged by work about a printer that had not worked for three days and now they just got around to telling me about it. It was for the best because it got me out of bed so that I may watch my long-awaited movie “Mother Night” and still have a good jump on the day. This Christmas I have opted not to be anywhere but home. Just Bach and myself for Job has gone to Arkansas and Harem4 is spending it with her family. I hope Harem5 has a good holiday season. Harem4 and I went to mass last night and it came to mind how Catholicism is a creation of the Church of England. How can something, that is created by groups of men who hold themselves upon pedestals, wholly sense God? The Catholics muddle through their mantras, where most are just regurgitating that which has crammed down their throat.
I still have much anger inside of me and it will be no more than from the mercy of the Lord that I shall find it within this life.
Harem5 called today; just a few seconds ago actually. I shall find no grace in God as I go whoring around as I do.
As for the Jehovah witnesses, what shall they do if another one hundred years pass? Two thousand ninety-nine and the next generation. Why do they have children if it will be in their lifetime when Christ returns? Maybe children are just accepted into the kingdom of Heaven.
If life were just a moments past … A moment’s passion and I feel myself drained to the point of fatigue.