A New Year approaches and I have achieved no material goals but I am thinking that it is not so in the spiritual sense. She left this Tuesday morning. It was late in the morning after lasciviously awakening and holding each other. We got up and she gathered her things and then we ran some errands. I decided to cut my hair this morning so that is the first change. I then rearranged my room for the winter season. It seems my timing of doing things is becoming closer in tuned to the changing of nature. I do wish her safety in this trip and luck in her search.
Luck: the divine intervention that comes from God by which we choose not to see. I do feel somewhat responsible but all is vanity. To me it seems that she really looked up to me and I cannot see why. If we both grow in the needed directions then it will work out but now that I have her, I can look toward my higher priorities. To figure out what my calling is.
Forgive me Father for I know not what I do. New title for the book, “Decompiling Programs”