Ask and you shall receive. My temptation is now, more than ever women. They are calling me, massaging me, undressing before me, and taking pictures and videos of themselves being naughty just to show them to me. My endurance is getting stronger but it is still lacking. I still have a way to go and I pray that I continue. I do think that I am getting better at loving and forgiving my brother. All that anger is not needed. Our government harbors such anger by threatening our fellow nations with retaliations instead of supplying them with what the “people” need. Manmade government only sees other governments; they never see the people.
Job is doing well living here. He is cleaning and washing dishes after himself although his room could use a little help but one thing at a time. Harem5 is leaving in the early part of the week. I took all I had in savings, bought her a car and gave her the rest. She wants to go Northwest and get started on what she wished to do. She is such a wonderful person; I do wish her the best in her search for happiness. Peter and Delilah are going and going on a separate part of the path at the moment. It feels good to help people even though it may put you further away from where you would like to be. May God grant me the ability to do this as long as I can? Where am I at in this evolution? Hard to say, as things are getting worse, they seem to be getting better. Work is devouring me of course but I am going to try and work on that. There is a muscle cramp from my right ear down to my right lower shoulder for not having my monitor located in the appropriate place. This will be changed my first day back at work. As I finish my entry, I still sit here listening to Bob Marley, having some tea and two glasses of “Pain-Killers” thinking how nice it would be to go back to the islands.