Women change your whole outlook on life. I have been talking with Harem5 on the phone for hours. I cannot remember her face but I am learning more as the number of call increases. In the past few days, my idea of residence in Ecuador has become more picturesque but I have become more resolved to make it an asylum for when I would need to regenerate.
It is a shame the laptop is broken for my book experiences and ideas fade quickly and it needs to be readily available. I may end up going with a type writer but the word processor will be so much nicer at the time of proofing, spell checking, along with modifications and edits.
I am leaving for L. A. on Sunday with C; we have gotten a convertible for the rental car and hopefully Wednesday will be spent a Venice Beach and the night at Old Town Pasadena. Also, in September, I will be finally heading for Seattle. I should not speak too soon though. Last night I asked Harem5 to think about going with me; I must be picking up the tab. Here I go getting lost in something again. Let us see how much morality and strength beliefs and persecutions I can stand to this time. Then again nothing at all could happen. We just do not know and never will. Trust in God and see him in everything for he will make straight your path.
I have also resolved not to fight Delilah and Peter’s choice and personal decision, so now I will listen and keep my thoughts to myself. It is more of Delilah’s personality that leads to hostility than it is the ideas of our beliefs. I do hope they see one day that the answers they are getting are not answers at all, of course it may be the ones that they are searching for. I just seem to be asking different questions and we still seem to be coming to the same conclusions at the core of the matter.
With enough acreage in Ecuador, I could start the community but much more needs to be developed before the day comes to start that higher level of existence. It must be through careful selection but none should be turned away. Though I walk through the valley of the shadows of death, I shall fear no evil.