I returned home today at about nine this evening from San Antonio. I got off the plane waited for my bags and upon heading out to pick up my vehicle, which by the way cost twenty dollars; the exact amount I had left from the trip, I saw a gorgeous female. She looked Asian American and we made eye contact. I once again thought about going over and talking with her in the hopes of a date, instead I got into my vehicle and drove home. Of course, there was the fact that she was smoking and I said I will never date another girl that smokes. My not settling is the main reason that I stay away from women. That and the fact that I am chicken shit when it comes to meeting them, not all the time but most. I just always wait until the perfect opportunity presents itself and I take it but it is usually never the right opportunity.
K, from San Antonio, was a very good-looking older woman. She was playing the Harem1 game with another guy. I know it is a mean thing to say but it sums it up except for one little difference, we were very discrete. On the ending of Seinfeld, I used one of his infamous lines. After Bo and Be had gone to the bathrooms, K and I had time to talk. She asked me my age but I did not ask hers. She told me I was a baby and I gave no reply. I asked if she was married and she said she was separated. Later that night we were once again in the same situation. She leaned over to me and whispered “You are so cute.” And I replied, “And you are sooo good lookin’.” A perfect opportunity thanks to Jerry; then there was the masseuse, the indifference, the dry wit and the friends, few truly understand.
I have such a desire to get out of here. I am curious as to what I shall do, more and more my thoughts are turning to STC but who will keep my dog? I am once again tired and searching for my next wind. I will do my best to go sailing tomorrow.