This morning I woke up, took a shower, got dressed for work, walked Bachuas and on my way to my vehicle stopped by and broke up with Harem10. I had my doubts that I should not do it but then ten forty-three a.m. came around. Either I am not ready or she is not the one, either way it was the right thing to do. Job is coming down today; it will be good to see him. I do not know what we are going to do tonight; most likely go over to Peter and Delilah’s house and just hang out. New starts for the New Year.
This year I am vowing better eating, more sailing, more camping at the islands, getting in better shape, celibacy, and hoping for spiritual growth. I will continue adding to my savings account; adding salary increases instead of spending them. There is a chance that I may be going back to Isla and “I am excited about that”. {I got that last phrase from Harem10.} I wish her the best and I hope for the best after ending it. Hopefully the fact that she lives two doors down will not make a difference.
I have another book title, “White Cap”. “The frustration hurt him so bad that it made him cry.” Not saying that I am crying, of course you know that I am not. Great, I not only talk to myself but I also carry-on conversations in my writing. To paraphrase; Nothing became his mind like the leaving it. By the way, just to mention, I passed the CSS415 class with a ninety-seven average. Now if I can just get my diploma from Southern; those sons of a bitches!