Harem3 has been on my mind all day. I do miss her and I hope she is doing well. I suppose that as far as I know I love her, but what do I know of love. She is most likely living her life and not thinking of me. So, I will keep living day to day as I have always done in the past and see no change in the coming future. Life is a strange thing; I have and still am painting the condo to pass the time but it seems to drag on so. Why won’t she leave my mind? I suppose the next time we meet it will be in preparation of Peter and Delilah’s wedding in May. I doubt anything will come of it and seeing her will not help trying to forget her. March, April, May, about four months left and so much can happen in the 4-short/long months. I think I am ready to get started on the next phase of my life, maybe not marriage but a decent two-party relationship would be nice. As always, life is up in the air.
I PRAY FOR MY SPIRITUAL GUIDANCE AND GROWTH WILL COME TO DEVELOPMENT SOON.