So, I ask myself, “Is time passing quick enough for me?” My reply, “Yes, it is.” I received that one letter from Harem2 and that has been it. One reply to about ten letters, maybe I will receive a call from her in the near future. She has most likely found someone out there in California and has forgotten about me. She has started to fade from my mind just a bit but I doubt that she will ever leave it. I have been very depressed this month and not at all a pleasant person to live with. I must give Peter credit for putting up with such a passive aggressive person; not talking about myself but Ichabod. Harem1 and I are talking again and our friendship is staying and growing back together. Nothing very strong yet but in time it looks good for another lifetime friendship.
I am still iffy about Stephanie; she is cute and very nice and is even willing to try camping with Peter, Kenny, Christa, Harem1 and myself. Planning on going to the Little River Canyon, a place that Peter and I found on our last trip to the Ocoee to do a bit of white-water rafting. The area would be a wonderful place to live but the federal government has taken control so no houses can be built in the area.
All is going well at work and I do suppose that my only problem is that I am still in debt. I have started thinking about declaring bankruptcy. It depends on if the insurance company does sue me for my wreck that placed the passenger in the oncoming car and myself in the hospital. I was a bit hard on Peter in my last writing and I must apologize but I most likely will be again one day. It is part of me. You never know yourself until you live with someone.