Yesterday, Sevgilim and i were legally married in a very simple way. We both said evet and signed our names. Ze, Fa and Ne were the witnesses. Then Sevgilim went to work, i went to the apartment and worked a bit on my Turkish. After she came home, we went out to her favorite restaurant. It had been a while since i had eaten in one, but it was another step into the murkiness of the material world. The night was spectacular and it was then that i threw away the remaining hold onto my dogma of visual piety. I discarded my vow of the nazarite and drank wine and decided to shave my head. For all such things are to sacrificing a worldly way of life and at the moment, my Father is teaching me of love fuller of his knowledge and to do this i must remain for a time in the world so i may learn to love it and all that is in it just as he loves all, good and evil alike. Even though he is not happy with evil. For piety comes from the spirit and not special outwardly garb, not growing hair and beard; as for wine, and the drinking of it, once the spirit has been given dominance and strengthened, appetites of the soul and body are controlled and the individual is no longer controlled by gluttony, wine may be drunk and not abused.