This time apart, of four days, was needed as my Father knew it was. He surrounded me with a few wonderful people in a quiet place in the mountains on the Mediterranean coast. Tomorrow i baptize myself. I die to a completely spiritual life of self and emerge to live a life of being among my fellow man. To a degree of sharing the burdens of his world, praying to heal the blindness of few and then a few and those with children, a new vision from a clean start. Then by GODs grace maybe a few more shall be prepared for the tribulation at hand and the harvest of the elect shall be plenty in service of the return of that of the christ.