Sevgilim and i also went to the barber today. I told her that since i had made my decision of being with her that i could now cut my beard but told her and the barber it was imperative that the locks of my hair not be touched. She decided upon a goatee, which i did not like in the past but now do. It is also the first time i cared how she, a woman, wanted my appearance and not self.
She and i are only different in that i no longer live in the world she does now. The same world i left one year ago.
I must keep/maintain the lifestyle my Father has led me to, so that one day, if she chooses by the grace of GOD, she knows him and also follows him. But it is she that must choose.
Free will is difficult to visualize, how it is a blessing when service to life and GOD is the ultimate direction of a path where your will becomes the want. For not the exertion of your will to be done but the will of the eternal unbegotten Father, the Father of the savior-Christ, the Father of the spirit, my Father.