How much money, nationalities, blah, blah, blah, blah. For almost this whole week, i have done nothing but let my thought energy be absorbed by the TV. Watching movies. I have not studied turkish while waiting on the class to start, i have not been learning the flute, nor doing my yoga, nor walking as the weather is still cloudy and cold.
Tomorrow we clean the house, then Monday i must get started on my life with my new wife. I have decided to marry as my travel has ended and as i prepare to return back to the United States and see what is to be of the life there. Just because i have taken a wife does not mean that my spiritual path must end. I will continue on that direction but now that i have chosen to remain in the world, i must some way find the point of integration of the two as is willed by my Father. He has given me Sevgilim for a reason and now it is the use of the reason that i must find and put to use.