I shall return to the US with nothing but riches, not of the world but of my Father. If i am to be with Sevgilim, I will need to find a job and a place to live for us. If not, i have no such needs.

All is much better. My trust in Sevgilim is growing daily for as my thoughts are about her, i am continually reminded of our meeting and how just the day before and all through my travels i have had the strength from my Father to overcome the desires of the flesh. Then he made the right one to manifest with all the right conditions and place and circumstances. As the days pass i try to accept this more as i am still having momentum down the path i had been traveling for the past five years. Now that i have seen what a sole spiritual life is about and how it separates you from your fellow man by a great distance and the path becomes one of self-security and since you remove yourself from the world, you also remove yourself from your family that is in the world.

The Savior-Christ gave all to us and now it is up to us to give all to the Christ. So now that i know I cannot abstain from my sexual drive, and if all conditions are as a blessing, i am to be married and as long as Sevgilim shall be with me, i will be with her; as another instruction given by the Savior-Christ.

I will start a Turkish course very soon, which i am looking forward to. I will get books in Turkish to keep in practice while we are away from each other. It will be better this way when meeting her family and of course being in Turkey. The course will be less expensive than the one i was going to take earlier and with that maybe i can get back to the states without a credit card and that will be wonderful.

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