(Full Moon 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10) Money is not evil; it is the wanting of it, and the giving of it as an offering of help that is evil.
It is an unknown GOD that i have to bring to the people of now days. Who has known of this GOD of the savior-christ? The savior-christ, his disciples, those he healed, the priests Melchizedek, Abraham, Martin Luther King, and only maybe a few others. But now maybe the time more and more will know of him and follow him by following the way.
I will talk with Sevgilim when she gets home about the hurt i feel of not having her here. If this is what she was feeling while i was gone, then I owe her much. If she will not feel this if i leave, then i will be going soon. For i love her but i cannot take this pain every day, going out on the terrace for air and watching every taski come down the road with hope and watching them pass, then watching with excitement one or two that stop in front of the apartment only to see it is not her that gets out.