Every day is getting better still. I should say everything is getting better for me. Last night Sevgilim went out for an interview and came back at two in the morning, only after i called. My mind, of course raced with acts of indecency and all the thoughts i had of such were of course wrong, and not only wrong but evil. I have changed my thought to the nature, that is violence, toward mankind, but now i need to change my thought on the weakness and uncontrollable desires of man but mostly women. Now i trust her but now it may be too late. If she, now, does not wish to pursue us then that is fine, if she does then that is wonderful. I leave it all up to my Father’s will.
This morning I told her about selfishness and love being given to a worldly entity instead of people. May this be yet another offering i have laid upon the alter for sacrifice and as with all my offerings, it is up to GOD to take it or set it free.
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