Sevgilim and i had the most misunderstanding as of yet, last night. We had gone over to Ci’s and meet Brook. Ko was there also. During the night she said she and Ko had to go to the studio and were saying goodbye for the night. She was leaving me at Ci’s and she left. Ci then told me what she really went to do, but what place is it of mine to start being inquisitive? She had gone to borrow money (shekels) from someone for expenses of which i am using and she will not take money from me. Someone who she is in love with and they with her. And that just makes no sense. So, I told Ci after i had begun to be too inquisitive about it that i will just talk to Sevgilim about it. Then Ci, Brook and i started to talk about life, direction and spirituality. When Sevgilim returned sometime later, she asked what we had been doing and Brook replied that we were about to save the world until you came in. Sevgilim and i left soon and it came to the point where she said it best if we did not talk about it for the health of a future between us then proceeded to get a taski, got stuck in traffic, while horns were honking and the emissions were flying. Not a pleasant situation for me. So, we were soon out of the cab and walking through the quiet, cool, late night streets of Ankara. When we got home it was calm and clear. If she will not take expense money from me, then i will not stay here for three months and free load off her. It will be her choice.
During the night Ci, Brook and I talked about education. The educated should help by educating. But look what education has done, it is not education that is the problem but what type and amount that is given. The free resource must be there and the people must have the desire to learn so there is no need for them to feel like they need an entity to govern them except for the Father of the Savior Christ. I must devote myself to Turkish if there is to be less misunderstanding between Sevgilim and myself.