So, in comes Mowad at early morning daylight hours. He wakes me up to say he needs twelve hundred shekels because his brother-in-law was in a car accident and the vehicle needs to be towed. Just two weeks before it was his sister. So, it is shown by those who have eyes to see that if his sister would have accepted the results of her action and dealt honestly with her husband instead of being scared, as a child, then something may have been learned and gained from all of this. For he would have been angry but in the end the same situation he was angry and superior feeling to his wife would have given thought to, for now the same has happened to him.
But all wish to remain in ignorant adolescence and not learn to become adults. The world has begotten children of selfishness, greed, and irresponsibility. When something goes wrong, they turn to the God to which they serve. You can tell their master by that which they turn to and they turn to money. Mowad needs to begin to mature as well, to clean for himself, to mature in GOD and spirit, to stay still instead of helping to kill the world by running to and fro in taxis. Walk or go not at all. Time away from the world, away from its preoccupations, need to be had if mankind is ever to mature into adults.
Being an adult is not arriving at or being a certain age, but it is being aware of GOD by turning first and alone to him and you by your talents and abilities being responsible for what you have. If you cannot handle nor care to handle the responsibilities and you do not discard them or bear the burden, consider self-child and not adult.
I have come all this way to become responsible for Mowad, his wife, his children, his sister, his brother-in-law, the dog, and the owner of the place i am staying. I know that i must be patient with Mowad for his eyes have just become open. But he must decide on whether he wishes to remain a being of the world. Our time together is precious and short.