FIGHT
Millennium, Changing of the Guards
The new millennium has arrived and with it has brought Sevgilim.
The last journal ended in Istanbul on a full moon and since I have been to Olympus in Turkey where I spent the holiday season and on New Year’s Day, I was with the woman of my dreams. Although she has all that I had once in life, school, house, many possessions and so on and so on. I left Olympus, made my way to Istanbul to check on my visas for Iran and India, the only one I got was India. After, I went to Ankara to see Sevgilim. I stayed with Sevgilim for a week, which was in the same time of the full moon. Then I left her and headed for Israel because I was not ready to get on a plane and fly. After two bus rides and two ferry rides, I sit here in Rhodes with no way of getting to Israel from here without a ferry ride to Athens and then a ferry from Greece to Israel. This will be my third visit to Athens and back tracking to back track to maybe back track, or I could return to Turkey and fly to Pakistan then on to India. I have said my goodbyes already and my Father has let me know that I am to have patience in making my way to Israel. Although my desire is to go spend time with Sevgilim and to know the affection of a woman, it is more important for me to follow that which brings me closer to the spirit and in that which brings me closer to my Father. I shall write to her and call her or just write her when I reach Israel to discuss plans to meet in the east somewhere. I will be out of India by then since my visa only lasts until the first of July.
In regards to Sevgilim, before I left her standing on the sidewalk the night my bus left for Marmaris, I told her that I loved her. In meaning that it was truth, as I love all life. The difference with her is that for the first time in my life I am not scared or unwilling to take responsibility for my action in being physically with a woman. I know my wife, if I am to have one and, in all respects, although I am married to the giver of the spirit, which was not created but always existed, I am betrothed to her.
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