My mind keeps reaching out, constructing the future.
While at the same time I am doing this, I am neglecting my attention to Sevgilim.
I again failed her and made her unhappy while we were out looking at land.
Simply because I did not understand her for the second time.
She is right, I could have figured it out from the two words she said but I asked her why she could not just repeat what she said so we did not need to go down this conversation.
Since I for no reason felt rushed, as I always do, I was unkind in how I said what I did.
Unacceptable.
Of what use is the world, if I cannot give her heaven.
All glory be to her for she is gracious and forgiving.